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QUESTIONS MEMEMEMEMEMEEEE
It's been a while and I'm ALMOST at 8000 comments that totally counts as a milestone! Also I have been in the game for three months that's a milestone!! I GUESS
YOU KNOW HOW THESE WORK. I just play Nikolas for now!
YOU KNOW HOW THESE WORK. I just play Nikolas for now!
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That's totally a question
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Damuron ♥ it's funny because when they first met Damuron was pretty uncomfortable for Nikolas . . . he was too similar, but in a more beaten-down and less crazy-broken way. (Nikolas was a lot more in his crazy-broken mode for the first couple days of Court sob.) And Nikolas wasn't really comfortable dealing with that, because he both wanted to help and kind of wanted to tear him down. So he kinda stayed away from him after they first met, and then by the time they started chatting again, he'd calmed down some from where he was and started to get healthier in his dealing with things! So he was more able to look at Damuron and go "no, okay, I would really rather support him, he seems like a guy who deserves that." He was actually pretty afraid of rejection at first, because if he could recognize himself in Damuron, OBVIOUSLY Damuron could also recognize himself in Nikolas, and that might turn him off ever talking to him. Nikolas honestly couldn't blame anyone for never wanting to talk to him.
Anyway, he wasn't attracted to Damuron at first, because Damuron wasn't his type physically (I say wasn't because he's gotten WAY more open to manly men in Court like whoa dog) and didn't seem to be his type emotionally either . . . but the more they talked, the more he started edging into that role. SURPRISINGLY CUTE FOR A MANLY DUDE, flusterable and good-hearted and laid-back so that he wasn't stressful to be around or talk to! Even at their drunken bickering worst Damuron was pretty easy to talk to. And sexual attraction happened that time too and then yes. Damuron ♥
HE IS STILL TOTALLY ATTRACTED TO HIM and honestly other than Gil, Damuron was the person he was most looking forward to sleeping with again in Court other than Winter; he doesn't have regrets per se, because Winter is Winter and monogamy really isn't so bad, but if it ever worked out that he had the opportunity again, he would definitely go for it with Damuron. IT WAS EXCELLENT SEX from Nikolas's point of view. Shut up you're not disappointing and I don't have low standards!! But more importantly, he thinks of Damuron as a friend and he really hopes Damuron sees him the same way and they can bro around some. Nikolas needs people to bro around with because his life has been sorely lacking in that, and Damuron is really high on the list of people he feels very comfortable doing that around. He will probably ramp up his friendly annoyingness a bit and he will be no less clingy or touchy-feely just because they can't actually have sex anymore. huhu
do meeeeeeeeeee
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Damuron found Nikolas a lot more abrasive the first time they talked, and a lot more... aggressively self-interested and dismissive of things other than drinking and sex. Like I think I have said before somewhere he really reminded Damuron of himself and his other noble friends he had before he joined the Canary brigade, which was both familiar and very uncomfortable since he dropped all of those friends completely the moment he fell in with Canary. And Damuron still wasn't really sure where he stood on things - was he going to completely fall back into those old habits and just drink and sleep with women? He kind of wanted to but at the same time he kind of hated himself for it after having tried for better things. Etc.
Of course then stuff happened like Damuron getting involved with Roz and Winter showing up, and they both got... somewhat better. And so it was easier and less uncomfortable. And then Nikolas sat with him while he was drunk and it was actually very easy to talk to him because clearly he understood. And then drunken sex which I talked about before.
THE DATE FOR FURTHER SEX was kind of a big thing because he did genuinely plan to take a little more time to reflect on his sexuality and stuff, but then obviously when talking to Nikolas he got kind of defensive about not having done anything himself and about needing time to think about it (HE'S HAD SEX. HE'S USED TO MAKING PEOPLE (WOMEN) FEEL GOOD. HE'S USED TO BEING THE INSTIGATOR. SO IT WAS SUPER WEIRD.) So he flirted to prove he could, only then obviously Nikolas wasn't going to back down, so he just ended up... taking it further... and it was actually pretty hot so. He agreed to some time later! But he didn't really feel as weird agreeing to it immediately as he could have, because he 100% believed that at any point if it turned out he was not into it Nikolas would stop and not push with no hard feelings. So in that sense it was safe. This is also why he didn't feel too bad asking for a rain check. :'D
AND IT TURNS OUT HE WAS PRETTY INTO IT OBVIOUSLY. Sex with Nikolas is also new for him in the way where Damuron is not used to having sex with friends. Like he said IC, it is surprisingly comfortable being with Nikolas now! He's still not as into sex with guys as he is sex with women, and the feelings there are definitely not as intense as feelings with say Roz, but it's very easy to be with him and just mess around and it's very enjoyable and hot. WEIRD. But nice.
He is genuinely happy for Nikolas and Winter though. Like I have also said, Damuron is actually pretty monogamously oriented and gets jealous easily, and he felt pretty bad for Winter being jealous of him. He really kind of expected them to get to get together at some point and was only a little surprised that they actually went all the way to declaring monogamy given that it's Court. IN THE NORMAL COURSE OF THINGS he would also be secretly kind of jealous of them (just being happy in a relationship together not of either one of them specifically) except that literally while they were getting together he was getting beaten into submission and catharsis by Roz and then having a threesome with Pitch, so while he is still a little ??? over what is actually going on with his own sex life he doesn't feel like he has anything to complain about. So. JUST GENUINELY HAPPY FOR THEM. He would certainly have had sex with Nikolas again if it came up but it doesn't bother him that it's not happening either. Especially since Winter seems so much happier.
HOW IS YOUR MONOGAMY GOING
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He is still going to flirt a lot and be very touchy and drapey because that's just how he is and Winter doesn't really care about that anyway! It was just the sleeping with like four dudes in one day that was . . . becoming a problem. :'D And he really feels no urge to do that anyway if he has Winter, and as a matter of fact his urge to do it even WITHOUT Winter was already starting to level off, especially the urge to take on new sexual partners rather than just finding the ones he already had an attachment to and hitting them up for sex.
But yes he's so far very okay with this which is kind of funny to say when he's in a threeway cuddling thread right now with some tension going on but that's a special circumstance. Vvvvery likely both Winter and Nikolas are going to open up a bit in time and become all right with bringing people home to one another for threesomes/folding them into their relationship in different capacities but that all remains to be seen how it goes! even we don't know exactly
Would Damuron have a threesome with them. (this is your question you get a better one next time I promise)
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Does Nikolas's have anything new in the way of ~Court goals~ now?
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He doesn't have anything concrete right now because he's still too distracted with his personal life (not in bad ways . . . ) and because it's probably going to be harder for him to focus on overarching goals until he gets up to aboooout Rook level. OUT OF CLUBS. But he has an awareness that he wants to make Court a better and safer place for people. It would be really nice if people didn't have to worry QUITE so much about going outside for a walk and getting gutted, or getting blackmailed into shit, or! All the other awful stuff that happens! And it would be nice if Clubs were a little less shitty for the lower ranks, especially since there are so many of them. Like Pawns could really use some better information and better food and maybe some better entertainment!
BASICALLY IT WOULD BE NICE IF COURT COULD LEVEL UP INTO SOMETHING LIKE A REAL PLACE SOMEDAY because right now Nikolas doesn't really consider it one; it's haphazard and unorganized and fraught with danger and it's a shitty parody of a society. He doesn't actually want a position of power in it, he just wants to help out a little if he can, however he can.
His biggest concern right now is definitely the safety aspect of things because BOY HOWDY do his friends ever keep getting maimed or otherwise hurt by dickwads who just roam free doing whatever they like!! NOT COOL.
WHAT KIND OF OBJECTIVES IS ERIKA GOING TO HAVE?